May 13 2012, 22:50:24 #2975 [0 Agree] [0 Spam] [0 Troll] [Ignore]

I've always had extremely fucked up fingers, and probably more noticeably, fucked up fingernails. My cuticles are disgustingly overgrown, but for some reason not with my thumbs. I've used lotion to pull back the cuticles, but it always culminates in bleeding and pain to the point where I simply give up, and the cuticles grow back. My fingernails are not normal looking. By normal I mean what most peoples' fingernails would look like. Chances are yours look like most of the population's; mine just don't. Can mine ever look not gross? I've, for the most part, the exact same hands as my biological father does, even the fingernail part. My moms hands look normal. Is this just something I'm genetically predisposed so, and I just happened to have bad luck? The white part, which looks like a crescent, I can see on my thumbnails, but on all the other 8 appendages sticking out of my hand, I can't see it. I've tried to push back the cuticle, but again, it's painful, and never seems to go back far enough where I can see the...whatever that white thing is called. I just need help.

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May 13 2012, 22:40:36 #2973 [0 Agree] [0 Spam] [0 Troll] [Ignore]

I'm learning Japanese. Share some links to not only Japanese, but any language you're studying.

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May 13 2012, 22:38:38 #2970 [0 Agree] [0 Spam] [0 Troll] [Ignore]

I just saw someone with a tattoo of the kanji 主 on the area around where their shoulder and arm meets. What does this say about the person, if anything?

After researching the meaning of the symbol, I was presented with:

lord; chief; master; main thing; principal

Source = http://www.csse.monash.edu.au/~jwb/cgi-bin/wwwjdic.cgi?1MMJ%E4%B8%BB

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May 4 2012, 15:27:12 #2963 [0 Agree] [0 Spam] [0 Troll] [Ignore]

Messengers, I need your help.

This site went live November 14, 2009. Since then we have had just under 3,000 posts including spam attacks. That's only about 3 posts a day.

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May 9 2012, 00:16:45 #2967 [0 Agree] [0 Spam] [0 Troll] [Ignore]

Is it okay if two people that share interests, but are very apart in age, to be friends, as long as it's not sexual? I never see something like this, unless it's a dad and his son, or some family relationship. I mean something like a 50 year old and a 15 year old, that both go to each others houses and game, and go out on walks with each other and just talk about stuff. Is that okay? It seems like people would automatically say it's bad... I don't see why or how though. This isn't be posing a hypothetical because I'm scared of admitting something. I really am just curious how this sounds. It just feels like for the most part people are only friends with others around their same age. As you get older, it doesn't seem to matter as much. A 50 year old and 70 year old can be friends, but like a 30 year old and 10 year old is viewed as like the older guy is a pedo, and child molester, even if he's not...

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May 1 2012, 02:02:51 #2958 [0 Agree] [0 Spam] [0 Troll] [Saged x 2] [Ignore]

inb4 tmi

I was sitting on the toilet. I was going to masturbate, but instead, I put my penis, when it wasn't erect into my ass. Not all the way in, but the tip of it was close to the hole. I then peed into it, and it felt FUCKING GOOD. Has anyone else done this, and why did it feel amazing?

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April 20 2012, 03:36:58 #2937 [0 Agree] [0 Spam] [0 Troll] [Ignore]

My life is an utter mess. I have barely any friends, aside from 1 person I have known since middle school. I don't connect and relate to most people. I have a difficult time forming any sort of meaningful relationship with others. Just in general, I feel disconnected from the majority of humanity. It seems like sort of an unwritten rule that you have to know a lot of people, or at least the right people, to form any sort of success. I don't have that going for me, and it doesn't appear to ever be possible. I have contemplated ending it all, numerous times lately, but then I have that little amount of time of elation, and it all seems better, but then the feeling just comes back. If I left, no one would really care. I'm not looking for sympathy. I just do wonder if killing myself is the best option out of this seemingly endless misery.

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April 23 2012, 13:40:42 #2950 [0 Agree] [0 Spam] [0 Troll] [Ignore]

Does anyone know what this dream might mean, if anything? I've been lately having dreams very akin to music videos. There wasn't necessarily any music in this dream, but it felt like my brain made up a music video sort of. Anyhow here it is, well the best I could do, in terms of translating my thoughts into English:

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April 18 2012, 20:44:19 #2928 [0 Agree] [0 Spam] [0 Troll] [Ignore]

I'm 20 years old, and still living with my parents. I'm pretty much stuck here for the time being. Every day I go out and send in resumes and hand in applications for possible jobs. I make sure to follow up on them, and try to make my existence to the hiring manager as pleasantly memorable. I really do hate it here. I live in what amounts to an alcove. I have no walls around me, and it's an area where the family frequently is. Pretty much what I'm getting at is I have no privacy, until they all go to bed, or leave the house. I really don't believe I'm in my right mind at this time. I may been before this, but I'm not now. I'm just asking for advice really. I'm making it an effort to get a job, so I may secure an income that can meet the needs of an apartment's monthly rent, but the job market here simply sucks. I don't have a car, so everywhere I go is either by foot or riding the public bus. Am I pretty much destined to be stuck here? I really have contemplated suicide multiple times, because it does seem like the only way out of this mess. I don't know many people, but should that translate into my life being an utter failure? Is joining the military a good option? I really despise the military, and working for the American government, the idea of is that is, infuriates me to no end. Pretty much my life sucks right now because I don't have any money. If I had money, I would probably be infinitely happier, and not be in a state of mind, wherein my non existence seems preferable. How the hell do I get out of this mess?

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